I don’t like it when i have something to look forward to, but there’s something in the way of it that i’m nervous about. Results are on thursday, which will deem what im going to do in my life for the next few years, i have prepared myself for every possible outcome but it’s still pretty scary! 12 44 am is probably not the best time to be thinking about it all as im tired, but i can’t help it, it just seeps (spelt right?) into my mind…